Post by Deleted on Dec 22, 2016 17:33:01 GMT -6
The camera was on and filming as Alex sat in a chair dressed in blue jeans and a green polo shirt, his elbows resting on his knees and his head lowered. His fingers were intertwined with one another as he nodded his head up and down a slight bit never making eye contact with the lens in front of him.
May twenty ninth, two thousand fifteen. On that day I thought I had reached my lowest point. Munin and I had just gotten into an altercation backstage and in the process I said and did things I can never undo. Fast forward to August fifteenth, two thousand and fifteen and I chose to outdo myself by attacking the Vice President in a temper tantrum for the ages. I thought THAT was the moment I had truly sunk to my lowest. Then on March thirty first, two thousand sixteen and I found out just how far I could sink. Coming to the drink drunk as hell and trying to wrestle a match putting myself and my opponent at risk. In a span of ten months I lost the love of my life, my job with GZW2k1 and PAW all because of my drinking. My drinking and my ego cost me everything I held near and dear. Since that day I've been fighting and clawing my way back, doing everything in my power to atone for my mistakes. I was lucky enough to win back my love and find a place among the rising stars of UGZ. Yet some habits are hard to break from.
He lifted his head slowly, his eyes finally looking into the camera positioned in front of him.
Since my debut in UGZ back at the first house show in September I've come on camera and said all of one paragraph. I was granted a shot at the newly minted UGZ Crank Title against my friend Hunter Storm at Supershow 2 and I did little to nothing when it came to hyping the match. Fast forward to the last house show and again, little to no hyping on my part. How can I expect the fans or this company to get behind me if I'm not willing to put in the leg work? Short answer is I can't expect it. For the past few years I've been able to skate by despite putting in little effort. I left GZW2k1 and found a job with Evolution Wrestling. Hell I even won the Grand Prix Championship right after signing on. The name I made in GZW carried on despite how I left. People knew that the name Alex Cross equaled money. So while I gave my all in the ring I half assed it outside. When I came to UGZ I wanted that all to change though. It had been over a year since I left GZW so I figured new year, new me.
When my music hit and I made my way down that ramp wielding that steel chair I felt like I had come full circle. That I was finally home again. I knew I had a lot to make up for if I wanted the fans back on my side and instead of giving them what they deserve I basically shit all over them. A half assed excuse and then a vanishing act, typical Alex Cross. If it weren't for GZW and their fans I wouldn't be here right now. If it weren't for all that they did for me Alex Cross would be dead in a ditch or flipping hamburgers and McDonalds. They deserve better, they deserve more.
He stood up and cracked his knuckles.
UGZ I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Joshua you've done everything in your power to get under my skin since you came to PAW. You've tried to connect with my girlfriend, you've cost people matches using my signature moves and you've called me out on Twitter more times than I can count. You and your family are in for a world of hurt. I'm taking you apart piece by piece until you have no one left to support you. I'm saving you for last because I want to know what it feels like to have nothing left in your life. No family, no friends nothing. Then and only then will I end you. You wanted my attention? You wanted my focus? That's not good news for you. I'll be seeing you.
He winked at the camera before turning on his heels and walking off.
May twenty ninth, two thousand fifteen. On that day I thought I had reached my lowest point. Munin and I had just gotten into an altercation backstage and in the process I said and did things I can never undo. Fast forward to August fifteenth, two thousand and fifteen and I chose to outdo myself by attacking the Vice President in a temper tantrum for the ages. I thought THAT was the moment I had truly sunk to my lowest. Then on March thirty first, two thousand sixteen and I found out just how far I could sink. Coming to the drink drunk as hell and trying to wrestle a match putting myself and my opponent at risk. In a span of ten months I lost the love of my life, my job with GZW2k1 and PAW all because of my drinking. My drinking and my ego cost me everything I held near and dear. Since that day I've been fighting and clawing my way back, doing everything in my power to atone for my mistakes. I was lucky enough to win back my love and find a place among the rising stars of UGZ. Yet some habits are hard to break from.
He lifted his head slowly, his eyes finally looking into the camera positioned in front of him.
Since my debut in UGZ back at the first house show in September I've come on camera and said all of one paragraph. I was granted a shot at the newly minted UGZ Crank Title against my friend Hunter Storm at Supershow 2 and I did little to nothing when it came to hyping the match. Fast forward to the last house show and again, little to no hyping on my part. How can I expect the fans or this company to get behind me if I'm not willing to put in the leg work? Short answer is I can't expect it. For the past few years I've been able to skate by despite putting in little effort. I left GZW2k1 and found a job with Evolution Wrestling. Hell I even won the Grand Prix Championship right after signing on. The name I made in GZW carried on despite how I left. People knew that the name Alex Cross equaled money. So while I gave my all in the ring I half assed it outside. When I came to UGZ I wanted that all to change though. It had been over a year since I left GZW so I figured new year, new me.
When my music hit and I made my way down that ramp wielding that steel chair I felt like I had come full circle. That I was finally home again. I knew I had a lot to make up for if I wanted the fans back on my side and instead of giving them what they deserve I basically shit all over them. A half assed excuse and then a vanishing act, typical Alex Cross. If it weren't for GZW and their fans I wouldn't be here right now. If it weren't for all that they did for me Alex Cross would be dead in a ditch or flipping hamburgers and McDonalds. They deserve better, they deserve more.
He stood up and cracked his knuckles.
UGZ I'm here and I'm not going anywhere. Joshua you've done everything in your power to get under my skin since you came to PAW. You've tried to connect with my girlfriend, you've cost people matches using my signature moves and you've called me out on Twitter more times than I can count. You and your family are in for a world of hurt. I'm taking you apart piece by piece until you have no one left to support you. I'm saving you for last because I want to know what it feels like to have nothing left in your life. No family, no friends nothing. Then and only then will I end you. You wanted my attention? You wanted my focus? That's not good news for you. I'll be seeing you.
He winked at the camera before turning on his heels and walking off.